Friday, December 5, 2008
he finally did smth tat i needed him to do. i cant put him out of my life, so he had to put me out of his life instead. tat marks the end of our frenship, and marks the end of my blog too. thanks guys for being such vivid readers of my blog, but this is my last post im ever putting up. i guess it makes things easier for both of us too. =) goodbye peeps. merry christmas =) - Remo Putty Practice Pad (Putty) 8.95 - Works for Marimba (by Keiko Abe) 29.95 - Dream of the Cherry Blossoms (by Keiko Abe) 13.50 - gab's dono wat series Malletech marimba sticks.. DS 11. not sure how much either.. - new music stand! mine's falling apart - flute stand! - more flute music? :D - THAT free-diary tat i saw when i was with steven at plaza sing S$18.90 (tats a crazy price for a free-diary. but still.. ^_^v)- a nice, flattering dress for the comms ball - jus a nice 17th dec. really, tats all i ask for.
as i wished upon a starr | 2:25 AM
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
lost. emptiness. agony. tat's wat i've been feeling all week. suddenly, all the agony has an extra strong dosage on me recently. its taken a toll on me, until i have to call in sick. maybe also partly cox i've had too much choc to take yesterday nite ba. anyway....uh. dono wat to say le. haix.
as i wished upon a starr | 5:10 PM
Sunday, November 30, 2008
ais. a few thing bothering me..the band issue is become more n more... mind boggling. i cant make up my mine, neither can i come up with a solution to please everyone. well generally speaking, its either pleasing me or pleasing him. so, yeah. have been really lost in thought abt this matter for a few days le, and i still havent come to a conclusion. and i need to make a decision before the weekend's over. any suggestions? im asking, whether i should teach band at a low rate. tag tag tag!the other thing is, we're not talking. tats bad. really bad. omg. how. haix.. and i thought i had enough on my plate.over-ate tonite. feeling a little terrible, and i hope i can fit into my dress. =X =X =X sillyjam is feeling a little depressed, bcox 1) she cant come to a decision, 2) she's doesnt seem to be on good terms with a fren (and vice versa) and 3) she's growing fat.uhhh... =(From Sebastian Yio's blog. really meaningful ^_^
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, 'Who would like this $20 bill?'. Hands started going up. He said, 'I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, 'Who still wants it?' Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, 'What if I do this?' And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. 'Now, who still wants it?' Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE. You are special - Don't EVER forget it.' Count your blessings, not your problems. And remember: amateurs built the ark .... professionals built the Titanic.
as i wished upon a starr | 1:06 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
it's all
good news today...
MY LAPTOP'S BACK ON TRACK! >.<>
but its such a chore to upload all the files and programs up.. still.. YAY :D
21st Century International Band Competition 2008 @ Genting Highlands
Pasir Ris Sec Sch Band: 82 GOLD, top band
Nan Chiau Wind Orchestra: 82 GOLD, 1st runner-up
Changkat Changi Sec Sch Band: 78 SILVER, top silver band
whaaaaaa.... *all smiles* i bet they're celebrating wildly now. hahha.. well done peeps!
mario video's out! :D :D :D
as i wished upon a starr | 2:09 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
a few things to add to my chirstmas wish list.. :D- Remo Putty Practice Pad (Putty) 8.95 - Works for Marimba (by Keiko Abe) 29.95 - Dream of the Cherry Blossoms (by Keiko Abe) 13.50 - gab's dono wat series Malletech marimba sticks.. dono wat model number, 11. not sure how much either.. - NEW lappy! :D or at least mine, a repaired one. heh. S$1000++?- new music stand! mine's falling apart - flute stand! - more flute music? :Dright.. now u must be asking, how come all music related de.. tats simply because I NEED THEM. -.- - THAT free-diary tat i saw when i was with steven at plaza sing S$18.90 (tats a crazy price for a free-diary. but still.. ^_^v)- a nice, flattering dress for the comms ball - jus a nice 17th dec. really, tats all i ask for. right. i cant hold it anymore. for heaven's sake. i AM nervous abt it okay.. NERVOUS. i think eugene is beginning to find me irritating abt me asking him abt fine dining ettiquette le.. zzzz.. at first, i was jus reeeeeally interested to know abt it. then when joey asked me to it.. i HAD to noe it.. different feeling leh. *stressed* ahhh!!!
as i wished upon a starr | 8:41 PM
right, i few things to update. i think i noe who 'none' (on the tagboard) is. there's only one other asshole whom i noe would say such a thing. but nvm, doesnt matter.was out with jianhong on sunday nite for movie. haha.. thanks for saving me from rotting away.. lol! watched chihuahua. funny movie! should catch it if u havent ;) then today.. isaac came to nafa, i tried my best to help him with his chords stuff and well, i think i didnt do much la. mearly let him use the grand piano. heh. after watching him finish dinner, met up with steven. tat hungry pig wanted sushi. i still wasnt hungry. but had a sushi or two. and my irristable chawamushi! :D LOL gosh. frens already making christmas plans.. O.Oyeah tats all.. looking forward to the ball..
as i wished upon a starr | 12:53 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
[23:41] sillyjam :
hey benjamin
[23:41] sillyjam :
u have a book of keiko abe's compilation of works rite?
[23:48] Ben.Boo - 平凡就是福。。。我只想教好我的学生，当个出色的音乐家，就很满足了。。。:yes why?[23:48] sillyjam :
can i borrow tat book? [23:48] Ben.Boo - 平凡就是福。。。我只想教好我的学生，当个出色的音乐家，就很满足了。。。:for?[23:48] sillyjam :to play lor [23:48] sillyjam :wat else? o.o [23:51] Ben.Boo - 平凡就是福。。。我只想教好我的学生，当个出色的音乐家，就很满足了。。。:i dont think you're ready for those solos yet....on the real. besides i think you should start to buy your own originals already. i find that if i keep on lending you guys my scores, photocopy for you guys then you guys will just get free stuff. then what for i buy them sia? you get what i mean? i'll help you this one last time, you go online and check what you really really REALLY want to play [23:52] Ben.Boo - 平凡就是福。。。我只想教好我的学生，当个出色的音乐家，就很满足了。。。:and i'll copy them for you, then that's that liao can? [23:52] sillyjam :O.o [23:52] sillyjam :u noe u could have jus said 'no'? [23:52] sillyjam :nvm [23:52] sillyjam :take it ask i nvr ask ba [23:52] sillyjam :thanks [23:52] Ben.Boo - 平凡就是福。。。我只想教好我的学生，当个出色的音乐家，就很满足了。。。:er if i did say no straight i would be selfish without explaining[23:53] sillyjam :yeah but u din have to say things like im not ready to play n stuff [23:53] sillyjam :nvm [23:53] sillyjam :thanks [23:53] sillyjam :take it tat i nvr ask [23:54] Ben.Boo - 平凡就是福。。。我只想教好我的学生，当个出色的音乐家，就很满足了。。。:alright sorry about it, see you tomorrow thenwat an asshole. seriously, f u.
as i wished upon a starr | 1:07 AM
