Sunday, November 16, 2008
well well well, i havent been really updating solid entries have i? well sometimes its nicer to leave things as mysteries isnt it? whahaha..
okay, so school's coming to and end. end of the first sem, tat is. yup. means im officially halfway thru nafa! :D im left with the practical exam (last paper) on tues (18th). was still panicking a week ago, but now, i think i'll do just fine, and i mean only 'just fine'. had a tough month in october. be it in academically, politically or socially. have been on emotional roller coaster rides so often and so drastic tat i hardly bother to blog abt it anymore. even if my readers don get bored, i will. 'politically', im referring to work, there're some issues coming up with partnerships splitting up or working relations getting sour. as much as i try to avoid getting myself involved, i am already placed in a position where i am in between these two partners. haix.. feels really sian to be sausaged. and also, there's a 'money' issue coming up. i cant help it, but its becoming a problem soon. i've held back my will for a long time. i need to stand strong on my beliefs before i become a market spoiler. no one accepts $15/hr okay. i have a guardian angel recently. this guardian angel is really, a guardian angel. whenever i feel i need someone to talk to. when im feeling down. when im feeling dejected. when im feeling like i cant go on anymore. the guardian angel will jus so happen to give me a call or drop me a msg. really, u're amazing. lol. ^_^ thanks guardian angel.ask u ah. wat happens when the person who can make u smile, is also the person who makes u cry the most?u noe, its always easy to start smth new (eg. new goal, new hobby, new book, new relationship), but its always difficult to maintain it. i have to admit, having 10yrs worth of relationships sometimes DO tire me out. ah shit.
